May God watch over you, @georgette12.

You're going thru a lot. I've gone through the same financial crisis. We ended up selling our home which I loved and downsized to a condo. It ended up being very liberating. Less stuff, less stress. Praying for better days!

I'm so sorry georgette12, just when you think your life sucks you hear someone elses story. 🙁 I couldn't even imagine loosing a child no matter the age, that would put me over the edge for sure! I will be praying for you, your husband, and your finances and will be checking back often to see how your doing and if you ever need to talk. Talking definitely helps me, I have had severe depression and separation anxiety for 20+ years and tried to just deal with it myself, it wasn't until this Aug. that I decided to talk about it and man what a relief. Counselors have a way of finding things berried deep in side of you and to find that and release it is amazing! Stay strong and reach out, someone is always willing to listen 🙂