So true how the grief process affects each person differently. I have started seeing a new therapist and from some of the things I have told her it seems grief plays a large role in the difficulties I have. Never thought about it affecting me as it has in my life. The recent anniversary of my father’s suicide brought forth some feelings that have been uncomfortable and that way down deep gut wrenching stuff that had been buried for so long and never felt. I had numbed out so much. Not only is it still traumatic it is also complicated by so many things.
Yes, we all experience grief eventually. Hoping for some healing along this journey.