(shortshot Nancy) Hi Teresa, I'm sorry for being so long. I have had several visits with a trained councilor in the past several weeks.. I also have been the hospital for four days. Started with a fever of 1 -1/2 temp. Thought I had pnoumnia SP) decided that I didn't have it so it must be a reaction of my last treatment. So don't know what it is. All I know is that everyjoint is so painful, so I received some pain pills , so don't know what is going on. I am so teary and my #1 son has been pretty hurtful toward me. Don't know which side is up. Not fun. #2 son Randy is having a awful terrible time with his grief. I Can't seem to help him any. Just one thing after another. I don't know what to do Teresa... I'm at a loss. Please just pray for me and my family. Nancy shortshot) Thanks for asking. Nancy