@rosemarya Thank you for your thoughts. Everyones thoughts are important regardless of their diversity. Please do not confuse the "Emotion: #" as anything more than thoughts from a donors journey side of the transplant blessing. By no means do I feel anxious or overwhelmed. This is simply put... my uncut realistic day by day intangible process that is not simple to put in literature but like literature it has its own unique value. By all means I expect to have a medically close relationship with the entire transplant team. After all each one of us wants this journey to be successful for everyone. I am an advocate of collaboration before compromise as well as duty of transparency. Personally speaking I appreciate everyone for sharing regardless of our varied differences of perception because I know sharing can be challenging from fear of how others may take or mistake our meaning.