I am so with you with the anger. Every time I feel tossed out or abandoned I get really angry and throw a hysterical crying jag just like a child. I am seeing a therapist who is doing some PTSD on me for those feelings from childhood. Today my sister told me she was going to another financial advisor instead of me after all I did for her. It was all I could do to hold it until she left. I don't trust men at all. I was never sexually abused but got anywhere in the workforce because of my looks. I am depressed now that I am older and feel I won't be accepted because of age decline. So I am angry at being taken for my body instead of brains, losing clients, getting older and acting this way each time this happens.