Talking Frankly about Living with Advanced Cancer

Hi friends,
Everybody tells me that I look fablous & not at all sick. Nobody ever told me that I look fab when it was important & I wasn't sick. 22 years of cancer & now for the last 3 years stage 4 & it has spread to my chest, too. Hopefully I would start my new treatment on Tuesday and by then I hope to be able to breath as before, normally. My new chemo is based on pills Capecitabin, 8 ones everyday in two weeks time & then a rest week & then I would continue two other weeks.
Sometimes I feel that my oncolog is a bit intimated by me and blurbs out words or phrases that are not so diplomatic but he is a human being and my fablousness puts him in disadvantage, lol! Like while treating my lung problem I started to notice that my right breast which was operated and a fourth of it was taken away is losing it's form and now is stuck like a clump on my chest and is a very little thing. Anyway he has never seen anything like it and then he tells me that I have lived quite a long time with my cancers and must expect organ failures in future. I asked him is there anything I can do?
He told me No, just don't expect too much! You mean no biggest lottery Prize? Between us I still feel that I am lucky and I have my family & friends around me. When I can breath I feel lucky & everything would work out for the best somehow.
Take care folk and enjoy your day, night ...

Hi friends,
Everybody tells me that I look fablous & not at all sick. Nobody ever told me that I look fab when it was important & I wasn't sick. 22 years of cancer & now for the last 3 years stage 4 & it has spread to my chest, too. Hopefully I would start my new treatment on Tuesday and by then I hope to be able to breath as before, normally. My new chemo is based on pills Capecitabin, 8 ones everyday in two weeks time & then a rest week & then I would continue two other weeks.
Sometimes I feel that my oncolog is a bit intimated by me and blurbs out words or phrases that are not so diplomatic but he is a human being and my fablousness puts him in disadvantage, lol! Like while treating my lung problem I started to notice that my right breast which was operated and a fourth of it was taken away is losing it's form and now is stuck like a clump on my chest and is a very little thing. Anyway he has never seen anything like it and then he tells me that I have lived quite a long time with my cancers and must expect organ failures in future. I asked him is there anything I can do?
He told me No, just don't expect too much! You mean no biggest lottery Prize? Between us I still feel that I am lucky and I have my family & friends around me. When I can breath I feel lucky & everything would work out for the best somehow.
Take care folk and enjoy your day, night ...

Hi friends,
Everybody tells me that I look fablous & not at all sick. Nobody ever told me that I look fab when it was important & I wasn't sick. 22 years of cancer & now for the last 3 years stage 4 & it has spread to my chest, too. Hopefully I would start my new treatment on Tuesday and by then I hope to be able to breath as before, normally. My new chemo is based on pills Capecitabin, 8 ones everyday in two weeks time & then a rest week & then I would continue two other weeks.
Sometimes I feel that my oncolog is a bit intimated by me and blurbs out words or phrases that are not so diplomatic but he is a human being and my fablousness puts him in disadvantage, lol! Like while treating my lung problem I started to notice that my right breast which was operated and a fourth of it was taken away is losing it's form and now is stuck like a clump on my chest and is a very little thing. Anyway he has never seen anything like it and then he tells me that I have lived quite a long time with my cancers and must expect organ failures in future. I asked him is there anything I can do?
He told me No, just don't expect too much! You mean no biggest lottery Prize? Between us I still feel that I am lucky and I have my family & friends around me. When I can breath I feel lucky & everything would work out for the best somehow.
Take care folk and enjoy your day, night ...

Hi friends,
Everybody tells me that I look fablous & not at all sick. Nobody ever told me that I look fab when it was important & I wasn't sick. 22 years of cancer & now for the last 3 years stage 4 & it has spread to my chest, too. Hopefully I would start my new treatment on Tuesday and by then I hope to be able to breath as before, normally. My new chemo is based on pills Capecitabin, 8 ones everyday in two weeks time & then a rest week & then I would continue two other weeks.
Sometimes I feel that my oncolog is a bit intimated by me and blurbs out words or phrases that are not so diplomatic but he is a human being and my fablousness puts him in disadvantage, lol! Like while treating my lung problem I started to notice that my right breast which was operated and a fourth of it was taken away is losing it's form and now is stuck like a clump on my chest and is a very little thing. Anyway he has never seen anything like it and then he tells me that I have lived quite a long time with my cancers and must expect organ failures in future. I asked him is there anything I can do?
He told me No, just don't expect too much! You mean no biggest lottery Prize? Between us I still feel that I am lucky and I have my family & friends around me. When I can breath I feel lucky & everything would work out for the best somehow.
Take care folk and enjoy your day, night ...

Hi friends,
Everybody tells me that I look fablous & not at all sick. Nobody ever told me that I look fab when it was important & I wasn't sick. 22 years of cancer & now for the last 3 years stage 4 & it has spread to my chest, too. Hopefully I would start my new treatment on Tuesday and by then I hope to be able to breath as before, normally. My new chemo is based on pills Capecitabin, 8 ones everyday in two weeks time & then a rest week & then I would continue two other weeks.
Sometimes I feel that my oncolog is a bit intimated by me and blurbs out words or phrases that are not so diplomatic but he is a human being and my fablousness puts him in disadvantage, lol! Like while treating my lung problem I started to notice that my right breast which was operated and a fourth of it was taken away is losing it's form and now is stuck like a clump on my chest and is a very little thing. Anyway he has never seen anything like it and then he tells me that I have lived quite a long time with my cancers and must expect organ failures in future. I asked him is there anything I can do?
He told me No, just don't expect too much! You mean no biggest lottery Prize? Between us I still feel that I am lucky and I have my family & friends around me. When I can breath I feel lucky & everything would work out for the best somehow.
Take care folk and enjoy your day, night ...

Hi friends,
Everybody tells me that I look fablous & not at all sick. Nobody ever told me that I look fab when it was important & I wasn't sick. 22 years of cancer & now for the last 3 years stage 4 & it has spread to my chest, too. Hopefully I would start my new treatment on Tuesday and by then I hope to be able to breath as before, normally. My new chemo is based on pills Capecitabin, 8 ones everyday in two weeks time & then a rest week & then I would continue two other weeks.
Sometimes I feel that my oncolog is a bit intimated by me and blurbs out words or phrases that are not so diplomatic but he is a human being and my fablousness puts him in disadvantage, lol! Like while treating my lung problem I started to notice that my right breast which was operated and a fourth of it was taken away is losing it's form and now is stuck like a clump on my chest and is a very little thing. Anyway he has never seen anything like it and then he tells me that I have lived quite a long time with my cancers and must expect organ failures in future. I asked him is there anything I can do?
He told me No, just don't expect too much! You mean no biggest lottery Prize? Between us I still feel that I am lucky and I have my family & friends around me. When I can breath I feel lucky & everything would work out for the best somehow.
Take care folk and enjoy your day, night ...

Hi friends,
Everybody tells me that I look fablous & not at all sick. Nobody ever told me that I look fab when it was important & I wasn't sick. 22 years of cancer & now for the last 3 years stage 4 & it has spread to my chest, too. Hopefully I would start my new treatment on Tuesday and by then I hope to be able to breath as before, normally. My new chemo is based on pills Capecitabin, 8 ones everyday in two weeks time & then a rest week & then I would continue two other weeks.
Sometimes I feel that my oncolog is a bit intimated by me and blurbs out words or phrases that are not so diplomatic but he is a human being and my fablousness puts him in disadvantage, lol! Like while treating my lung problem I started to notice that my right breast which was operated and a fourth of it was taken away is losing it's form and now is stuck like a clump on my chest and is a very little thing. Anyway he has never seen anything like it and then he tells me that I have lived quite a long time with my cancers and must expect organ failures in future. I asked him is there anything I can do?
He told me No, just don't expect too much! You mean no biggest lottery Prize? Between us I still feel that I am lucky and I have my family & friends around me. When I can breath I feel lucky & everything would work out for the best somehow.
Take care folk and enjoy your day, night ...

Hi friends,
Everybody tells me that I look fablous & not at all sick. Nobody ever told me that I look fab when it was important & I wasn't sick. 22 years of cancer & now for the last 3 years stage 4 & it has spread to my chest, too. Hopefully I would start my new treatment on Tuesday and by then I hope to be able to breath as before, normally. My new chemo is based on pills Capecitabin, 8 ones everyday in two weeks time & then a rest week & then I would continue two other weeks.
Sometimes I feel that my oncolog is a bit intimated by me and blurbs out words or phrases that are not so diplomatic but he is a human being and my fablousness puts him in disadvantage, lol! Like while treating my lung problem I started to notice that my right breast which was operated and a fourth of it was taken away is losing it's form and now is stuck like a clump on my chest and is a very little thing. Anyway he has never seen anything like it and then he tells me that I have lived quite a long time with my cancers and must expect organ failures in future. I asked him is there anything I can do?
He told me No, just don't expect too much! You mean no biggest lottery Prize? Between us I still feel that I am lucky and I have my family & friends around me. When I can breath I feel lucky & everything would work out for the best somehow.
Take care folk and enjoy your day, night ...

Hi friends,
Everybody tells me that I look fablous & not at all sick. Nobody ever told me that I look fab when it was important & I wasn't sick. 22 years of cancer & now for the last 3 years stage 4 & it has spread to my chest, too. Hopefully I would start my new treatment on Tuesday and by then I hope to be able to breath as before, normally. My new chemo is based on pills Capecitabin, 8 ones everyday in two weeks time & then a rest week & then I would continue two other weeks.
Sometimes I feel that my oncolog is a bit intimated by me and blurbs out words or phrases that are not so diplomatic but he is a human being and my fablousness puts him in disadvantage, lol! Like while treating my lung problem I started to notice that my right breast which was operated and a fourth of it was taken away is losing it's form and now is stuck like a clump on my chest and is a very little thing. Anyway he has never seen anything like it and then he tells me that I have lived quite a long time with my cancers and must expect organ failures in future. I asked him is there anything I can do?
He told me No, just don't expect too much! You mean no biggest lottery Prize? Between us I still feel that I am lucky and I have my family & friends around me. When I can breath I feel lucky & everything would work out for the best somehow.
Take care folk and enjoy your day, night ...

Hi friends,
Everybody tells me that I look fablous & not at all sick. Nobody ever told me that I look fab when it was important & I wasn't sick. 22 years of cancer & now for the last 3 years stage 4 & it has spread to my chest, too. Hopefully I would start my new treatment on Tuesday and by then I hope to be able to breath as before, normally. My new chemo is based on pills Capecitabin, 8 ones everyday in two weeks time & then a rest week & then I would continue two other weeks.
Sometimes I feel that my oncolog is a bit intimated by me and blurbs out words or phrases that are not so diplomatic but he is a human being and my fablousness puts him in disadvantage, lol! Like while treating my lung problem I started to notice that my right breast which was operated and a fourth of it was taken away is losing it's form and now is stuck like a clump on my chest and is a very little thing. Anyway he has never seen anything like it and then he tells me that I have lived quite a long time with my cancers and must expect organ failures in future. I asked him is there anything I can do?
He told me No, just don't expect too much! You mean no biggest lottery Prize? Between us I still feel that I am lucky and I have my family & friends around me. When I can breath I feel lucky & everything would work out for the best somehow.
Take care folk and enjoy your day, night ...