Gratia , Don't feel guilty at all - a little R&R now and then is not only earned, it is absolutely necessary. If you intend to continue caring for your mother, you need to take care of yourself. Plus, when you return, your mother will probably be so happy to see you back, that it will give her a bit of pleasure to see you again. Whenever you are able to get competent support, please take advantage of it, you will be much better able to continue supporting Mom as you have so far. Best to you and your mother, enjoy a short break from what I know is not an easy task - but you will always be grateful that you were able to do it.