@lititaly I fell into a deep dark rabbit hole for almost 2 weeks. It sure is scary! I had my mapping done for my radiation done yesterday. They helped with my fears. Keep coming back here, because there are plenty of caring people who are, or have been, in your shoes. Making today count. Do something just for you. Me? I'm getting in my pool before the rains start.

@lititaly, If it helps, I was diagnosed with a Stage 2b EGFR Exon 19 mutation in 2018, and I'm still working full time. Lung cancer is changing from a fatal disease to something many of us are just living with.

Laugh as often as you can, even at nothing at all. It really is the best medicine!