@hopeful33250 Aww shucks and thank you. You are always kind and encouraging. As @jimhd stated. PTSD is always there. I was working with a therapist for a while and found that I was bored. Not a good thing. Therapists are also a trigger and my goal was to try and work through thus. She believes I have. I know better. Truthfully, I received more help here at Connect. I do not trust therapists and doubtful I can ever overcome it being a trigger. So best thing to do is close the door and not go back to keep my integrity intact.
So, yes dear one, I have made progress. Also feels good to be honest. I do miss feasting at the cyber table more regularly. I see how many here have grown and it places a smile on my heart. ARGH, there I go getting "sappy" again. Hugs.