@surftohealth88 my wife was diagnosed with uterine cancer last week and she copes by reading. Maybe an operation last of this month. I hate to leave her alone. Can't talk to.her because I say the same thing. I did think of loneliness .though. One daughter I talk to and another cousin I text to. The other daughter has her hands full with 2 toddlers. I am on clonazepam less than half a dose. He assured me I can stay on this. I've got 3 more months and maybe 1 more with decreasing symptoms. Thought about support group or therapist but not sure what they can do. Thanks for responding.