I try not to complain about my situation but sometimes I cannot help myself when I am tired and frustrated. I am further frustrated when I get the comment in return "It could be worse". I think to myself, for sure it could be worse but right now it feels pretty bad. That then compounds the feelings of guilt. Reflecting back on the long process.....did I miss doing everything I could for my loved one? I am sure that I did but decisions were made with the knowledge I had at that time.