@rufus31 ,
Howdy, was going to reply to another message i saw you in earlier as not a victim but a survivor . I could write a book but that would not really help . what i can say from experience is that if you wait long enough and make little remarks here and there like with Mayo clinic connect. you have many hundreds of people that want to say something. Me i am a survivor and again must hide my feelings for now and play my part. What is that? fighter for so many reasons that i cant just start there. I have been fighting for my life now this time just over two years. what i have to do is find something in my life that is a constant like the love of a daughter that takes on her world a little chunk every day. she is my reason to make my feet hit the floor every morning. you need that too it sounds like. I wish you only the best and have a blessed evening. for now i have to reach deep and get ahold of that drive to stay alive again as i am being tested dearly this last few months. feel free to message me for ideas of things that help me besides trying to stay away from drugs Meds type.