wow, you have a way of just getting their quickly. Thank you for that and welcome to the group. I read your post and yes have thought about it since yesterday. Looking back i am going to have to say that yes i have had the same feeling since i was in my youth. I will be 70 this year and on occasion i see a post that hits home like this one. to say the very least i can look back and see how it came to be a part of me. Wish it had not but that's life. Thank you for the post and i hope you have a blessed day today and many more to follow. I like the response to stay away from added meds and maybe see a counselor. I just recently started to see one for the same conditions and your post gave me more fuel to pass on. Thank you.