@nicole19 you have had a lot going on for quite awhile now. It sounds like you are not sure what the source of the mucus and white particles is. Since these occurrences are associated with using the bathroom it seems logical that it is from the bladder, the vagina or your GI / bowel system. Only your doctor can test and be sure to get you the appropriate treatment as needed. We members can’t diagnose or provide prescriptions. You have mentioned that you have an appointment coming up in a few weeks. Has that happened? If not hopefully it is soon so that you can get some answers to your concerns. You could also show your provider this discussion thread and the photos you took.