@jeannelamana I, too, welcome you to the HCM discussion with the rest of us big-hearted people! I will echo Debra @karukgirl in that June 3rd will be here before you know it and you will receive the very best care at Mayo, you may be truly amazed. Will it be a myectomy or an ablation? Do set up a patient portal access to Mayo and contact Dr. Ommen or Dearani about your depression/anxiety; they are the ones with medical advice. Anxiety and depression are both very, very real to contend with, it can seem worse when we are not feeling well and facing a scary major event! We are all uniquely different in dealing with these issues. I am impressed at how well you know yourself and how you anticipate (preparing yourself?) for a possible depression during recovery. I sincerely hope that you will notice quickly how much easier breathing becomes, I would imagine it would feel so positive! I noticed the improvement when I walked up hills and steps, many have noted that they felt it upon awakening after surgery. I was a very active 75-almost 76-year-old before HOCM sidelined me and I returned to being my old active self as I recovered in 2022. Do keep asking questions as they arise!