@smithone58 I don't have any magic, but I have learned to trust Fate and Science. One or both will win in the end, so I just don't struggle. I refuse. I believe science has many answers and many engineered solutions to human problems, including health problems. One possible end-state for you is a pacemaker. They have come a long way, and do a great job keeping a heart functioning normally. I don't have one...yet...but I am a heart patient, and I read scads of posts by people who have a pacemaker and are enjoying feeling normal again....something they feared they'd never see. Try to find a way to be optimistic. If you do your part, what you know you must, and trust others to do the same, you should come out on top, and you'll be available to your family and friends for many years to come.