@sporkandromi
You, my friend— are NOT being selfish. You are dealing with a very complex and an at times emotionally charged situation by yourself— and, you are maintaining. Thats a lot.
we are in unchartered waters here trying to keep swimming for the person we love— it sounds to me like you are doing a great job.
Of course you have feelings— how could you NOT? but take some time to tale care of you— you need to treat yourself with a little gentleness, because you are doing something very difficult— 🧡