@rosemarya Thanks for the link to the Mindfulness and Health Blog. I read the entries for most and found them informative and helpful. If I can get through the next two weeks with good reports for my husband, I can calm myself. Right now the stress has put my blood sugar as high as it's ever been. My husband is my first priority, so if he is okay, I can get myself straight. I have not exercised and have not been eating right so I am punishing myself for having diabetes and not being able to take care of him and myself too. There is no one else, so I need to put on my big girl panties and deal with it! The trials start tomorrow. I'd rather be in a pool of sharks,
I appreciate you, as always
Carol