@dewz13
I’m still trying to wrap my head around it all. I’ve probably had it for years and had no clue. I just hate the feeling now that it’s going to loom over me for the rest of my life. My emotions are all over the place. The “C” word is terrifying at times. One minute I’m “I’ve got this” and the next minute “Im going to die”. I think a lot of my emotions come from having blood cancers on BOTH of my parents siblings side. Maybe I’m just adjusting and these feelings are all normal. I’ve read so many side effects of the chemo meds. I’m praying I don’t have to take them😞. I’m probably overreacting. Like I said…. My platelets have been high as far back as 2017 (that I can see on my portal” and I’ve known I had a low percentage Jak2 mutation for almost 6 years now. Went to an oncologist back then and his words were “why are you here?” 😞😞