@grasping Hello, i think a lot of us with depression are not doing well. Mine began in my teens, exacerbated at age 26 after my last child was born. I cannot take the popular "mood stabilizers", because i begin having tremors after one month (of being happy and normal 🙄) -such a disappointment to know they did not work. I have made up my mind to do what i can, not feel ashamed for what i cannot control, and maybe tomorrow will be better. And many times, it is. And at 65, i am proud of myself. I have used this alone time to study history and art, so being depressed has not been wasted time. I hope that you find peace and some joy, and hope!