@jemollica ---OMGawd, I am so sorry for all that your son--and you the Mom, of course-- have been through and are continuing to live with. If I could be with you both in person, I'd ask permission to hug you both... I'd ask to make supper for you. ETC. Thank you for being here, for sharing your & your son's life story, thus far---I say 'thus far' because it can improve...I pray you have support professionals around you, things you do to bring inner peace --- If you don't mind having heart-based people such as those at "Vajrayana Foundation" Calif saying prayers for son's recovery, please let me know his 1st name....or prayers can be done with "Jem's son" --- I will keep you both in my personal prayers. Deep bow of love and respect. Om Mani Padme Hum