@srobinet I feel like there is strength from knowing you aren’t alone in this battle. I will pray your appointment goes well and your decision will be clear. Whatever you do will be right for you. If you feel like sharing your decision please do. You’ve got this. By the way, I had no pain from my bilateral mastectomy. I healed quickly. Two other tips: Eat tons of protein and take a probiotic if they put you on antibiotics to save your stomach. Also buy a recovery pillow - it helped me a lot. I have a link to one I loved. If you want it let me know. Good luck.