@shmerdloff
I’m happy about your outcome!
I know I’m being selfish..hence the guilt. If I were younger, I’d rely in the fact that this isnt forever. I’ve been going through this for years and can’t help but feel this is just how my very last years will be spent. I’m very active but pretty much housebound now and it’s just wearing in me.
Sometimes a little tough love is a good thing. I appreciate your honesty. Thanks for caring and for replying.