JMJ I gave up on worrying about the next event or occurence. Its of no benefit to us. I focus on the positive things to life however little they may be at times. It has been 7 months since being diagnosed with Basilar Artery Stenosis and am so busy I don't have time to look back. I love my family, enjoy my work and live by the advice of my medical team and so far it's working. I am grateful for each day and if I can be of help to those around me thats what means the most to me. By the way, you have inspired me.