@jc76 I used to do rescue and have had many dogs and cats in my life over the years. It is brutal losing four pawed kids. I have many urns for my best friends and if there is anyone around when I pass away, I want them with me. I do believe that consciousness, even animals, goes on. There is too much evidence that says so. I am so sorry you lost your friend. I also have an two dogs right now. They love unconditionally and have helped me through several of the hardest years of my life. I do not know if it is too soon for you and family, but there are so many four pawed babies at shelters. I know that does not replace your friend, but I know it has helped me several times after losing one of mine. Hang in there!