@royanthony that's sad so many but in reality so few. mine right now are mainly family or associated the others are too far away to just get up and go see, kind of reached that stage where life doesn't give you a lot of choices. right now just waiting on results to be read by doctor and go from there. what really is disturbing is i am the last one to know with my daughter taking over my primary care and life. I'm kind of like a shadow if anything were to happen to my daughter I'm not sure what would happen with me . fend for myself best i could I'm sure. my true friends i can count on one hand. that's life