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@janemc Thank you. When I was first diagnosed I had a "mehhh" attitude, it's a genetic mutation so there's nothing I can do about it. I've always tried to take a "glass half full" attitude going back to my first spine surgery in 1995 and all subsequent spine surgeries. Maybe it's because of how I was raised, by my maternal grandMOM, and because I'm Gen X BABY I try to not really let others know how I feel. For added fun I also have a boyfriend who gets angry when I'm hurting and he can't do anything about it so I cover. I took care of my Dad through bladder cancer, was his caretaker until he passed. I took care of my neighbor through breast cancer AND ALS. I've always cared for others when their sick or injured and don't do well when I'm the patient.
I am honestly terrified and I know I'll just keep a smile on my face along with a poker face.
I've decided I'm going to start the hydroxyurea 500mg at bedtime, I don't know if that will help with any side effects or if it's I just want to sleep through it.
Wish my MOM was still alive... could really use her advice and just a MOM HUG, time to break out her sweater, put it on, close my eyes and think it's her.