@ellesea01 Thank you so much ❣️ Your words of encouragement really helped. I moved from Fl. to Oregon to be near family close to the time of covid. I thankfully found work as an essential, so I was pretty much guaranteed an income. I have been floating along until this cancer diagnosis and operation. My son has started seeing how I need help, but he has his own family and work schedule. I am moving away from the toxic person I mentioned. When I can get a handle on the pain and get moved and back to working, I know much of my anxiety will lessen. As I posted somewhere before, I could have had a nurse advocating for me if I had gone the way of chemical treatments. Because I chose surgery, I was pretty much on my own. It has helped tremendously to be a part of this forum. My getting a second opinion from a NETs specialist was due to advise in here. I know many have much more grave problems in treatments than myself. That's another good thing about this site. You can have the ability to look outside of your situation and be an encouragement for another...just like you did for me. Again, thank you. One day at a time. 🙏