@wakeley I truly thank you for the hug and you are welcome to follow me if you'd like. I don't know how often I'll post. It's just going to be depending on how I feel physically, mentally and emotionally. I'm scared. I'm ashamed to admit it but I am. I'm 65 years old and I'll be 66 on January 3rd. I never thought I'd live this long. I was a severe alcoholic and drug addict until July 18th, 2009, when I gave up alcohol and street drugs for good. At 50 years old I went back to college to become an addictions counselor. That's what I did the remainder of my working life until the second of two cancers I got. The first was prostate cancer in May of 2021, and the second was in March of 2022 while I was still being treated for the first cancer with radiation., and hormone therapy. The second one, cancer in my left Ureter was treated with chemotherapy. I retired on 1/3/2022 at 62 years old and applied for disability, which I got in October of 2023. I was and still am cancer free, but the node in my lungs is large and growing and the lesions in my liver are very large. I believe these were caused by the morbidly high ferritin levels, which have already caused my left kidney and my pancreas to atrophy. But that's what ferritin does. It's a Systemic wide overload. I pray first that God will heal me and secondly that my doctors can keep me alive. Thank you for listening. and God bless you.