Hi, Daisy17! I need people’s comments, suggestions and care. I feel pain
and lack trust now—destroyed by the medical person whom I had trusted. No,
these people should help me. Instead they told me they would not treat me
from shoulders/neck up. Told me I need to go to my dentist! (So if I put
my head on a fence post and ask help from someone who cannot treat me, i
could be their patient!!!…I am fearful fir others they may harm them as
they have me. No hope. Only damage and cruelty! It makes no sense to
return to their care as they refuse me. Why would I even try? A dentist
is not able to treat me. So perhaps they wish me death. I wont go
back. Now I feel the entire entity if hospital, practice, etc. i am
unsafe. They are a monopoly also. So I need to move to another state.
As old as I am perhaps I shall go silently in my sleep.

Had a procedure which has not tyrned me well. Colonoscopy with doublr
prep. About two weeks later and still ill. Pharmacist told me to come back
in a week and if I look better might get flu shot! She said I am too pale
n coliring so bad afraid I will pass out….i wonder if there is infection in
me now as abdominal pain can be side effect if use Prolia….even prior to
first inhectiin my Vit D was 18. Amgen says shd be 50-100. They told me
to go read about it. I dont absorb vit d from food nor oral. Told me they
dont treat w injections. No matter what it seems miracles I need. I think
I should to another state. I have seen people die or in process as care is
inadequate….

Thank you for caring. I do not know what to do….If I feel better somehow I
will go to Mayo, if accepted, i dont my head on a stake n be a lost cause.

I want to be well enough to travel. I am scared. My dentist and I agree I
need to get help. I guess I cd get hus notes and a scan the NP ordered n
told me she wdnt give me MRI. I have the summary sheet where she diagnosed
osteonecrosis of my jaw.

I am tired. Not sure if I will get well if I do nothing. But do not know
what to do. Thank you for caring!!! Take care, Daisy17! The world needs
you.