@johnhans It's a lot of work, isn't it, to keep the deep dark thoughts at bay? I have had depression, too, and know that it takes work everyday to deal with it. While I have not had suicidal ideations I can certainly understand how people can get to that point in their lives. You do us all a great service by posting here and talking to us, just like @jimhd does. I really think that having the two of you post has helped make a difference in lives of others.
Ginger