@chatnoirkc please do not give up. There are very many sympathetic and knowledgeable people on this site. Consider giving us some more detailed information so we can try to help. If nothing else, it will give you a chance to vent. I’m so sorry you feel this way❤️

@chatnoirkc Don't give in. Be strong. I am in the same boat. My pain is off the charts and has stollen my ability to walk. After 2 years I am finally scraping myself off the pavement. I after 5 social workers have found my "Life Coach" I can't go back to the old me because it is not possible. So I have to start a new chapter and figure out how to work around my physical short falls. If you can find one that works with you it can be a life changer. Think about it. It is good to talk these thoughts out with someone who can relate. Or reach out to the group as they always have great words of encouragement. God Bless you!