@ld800 yup, im over it, i could not believe the horror of it, every orifice poring strange fluids was the most worrying, and the mood swings, horrendous, cold sweats, my mattress is wrecked!! but,today, woke up after a horrible night, ate some proper food, wobbled about, gently, cut the grass for an hour or so, felt great, my old pal whos been helping me, had me laughing at some of the total gibberish i had been shouting in the last few days, my daughter came see me, we had a real laugh, ad we always did, before my accident, morphine journey, so touch wood, this is the first night, ive actually relaxed, felt reasonably normal, and enjoyed company,i used to sneer at people with addiction, never again, with my knowledge, i hope i can help others, i think i may have tapered off, to fast, but im sure,now, it was total addiction, and not helping my final healing process.
i think its referred to as cold turkey, horrendous, but, touch wood, well worth it! thanks for your help 👌