I’m so so sorry you lost your friend. I have lost many and I know that feeling it is dreadful. I have lost many in their 60s from other diseases. Very scary.
Are you able to stay home with your flares?
I refused to go into the hospital again
I actually invested in supplemental oxygen in my bedroom, which I have never used, but just in case I need it. It gives me some reassurance. It cost me 150 a month and we’ll worth it.