Hello friend! I feel your physical and emotional pain and distress ! I am in process of getting my MYELOFIBROSIS CONFIRMED BY HAVING TO GO THROUGH ANOTHER BMB ! I honestly dread it ! I have pain from bad degenerative disc disease!! No way to fix it ! I do take anti inflammatory medication called MELOXICAM! Have to have every day!
I also have to deal with continuous depression!! I take two anti depressants daily !! So ! I must make certain to take them to function daily!! Please do not feel embarrassed about needing medication for depression!! Anyone who has to deal with serious illness needs help to cope with the burden of illnesses!
Speak to all doctors about getting some help with depression! When I do not take medication!! I begin to feel very weak and afraid of not being able to care for myself!! It’s a very disabling feeling!! I start to get anxious and panicky during the night !! It’s awful!! Please help yourself to be able to battle the illness !
I wish the best of for you
And strength to get stronger!
Sincerely