I trust you will make it ok🙏! It will be better, i believe, once you move closer to your son! It was really difficult for my Grandparents, when they had to sell their farm, years ago, because, with their being elderly, with health problems, they just couldn’t keep up with the necessary daily chores, of running a farm! So, I understand how difficult this all must be for you! In my Grandparents case, a bright note, is that somebody in the family, was able to buy their dairy farm, and, thus, keep it within our family! The farm had been in our overall family, since my Great Grandfather, had moved to South Dakota, from Norway, many years ago! Tornadoes, from last week, came near our family’s beloved ancestral farm, but, miraculously, it was not damaged. Another farm, a few miles away, near Clear Lake, was completely sucked up, and destroyed by the huge tornado! Thankfully, the people living on that farm, were in an underground shelter, and survived the tornado! Take care, and I hope the sale of your farm goes ok, and that your Doctors will be able to diagnose, and treat what ails you! D