I’m pretty sure all of us on this site know exactly what you are going through. I lost 5 pounds in a couple weeks just worrying and waiting. Not Good! Your mind wanders down some pretty dark paths if you let it. DON’T let it! As someone else mentioned, Don’t use Dr Google. Only research on .org sites like Mayo, or Cleveland clinic etc. You can be happy they have been found, and now you and the doctors can start the process of funding out what it is and how to “fix” it. Better finding it now instead of much later! I hope all goes well. Try to keep your mind busy with other happy thoughts and I pray you have a Good Outcome!