I can understand how you feel about not wanting to live with your symptoms and not feeling like it's getting better. There are times when i don't want to live and think about ending my life. I work part-time and see doctors part-time. I was diagnosed with MCAS about a year ago after living with my shortness of breath, chronic muscle and joint pain, headaches, fatigue, tremors, reflux, etc. I also have fibromyalgia (which is a real disease, acknowledged by rheumatologists. And i treat many patients with FM as I am an aquatic physical therapist.) and really bad osteoarthritis mostly in my spine. My symptoms, the worst one being shortness of breath, started in Aug 2012. I have a rheumatologist that has worked with me from the beginning of all this. Initially they thought it was asthma, but i have never had any history of asthma and never smoked. So i tried all kinds of inhalers and was put on prednisone and given a rescue inhaler for the breathing issues. The ran allergy tests and i am allergic to walnut and olive trees. I don't have food allergies that i am aware of. I do have very high IgE, which is antibody produced by the immune system in response to an allergen, and means i am a very allergic person. I had been working with an allergy pulmonologist to control my severe and persistent asthma, who thought i might have MCAS. I never thought i truly had asthma because my symptoms were not typical of asthma. I get chest tightness and pain in my ribs and intercostal muscles that make it difficult to breathe. I actually have to take pain meds so it doesn't hurt so much to breathe. You are the first person that has posted with the same breathing symptoms that I have. Fortunately, I have not had an episode of anaphylaxis. I can imagine how scary that is, not being able to breath is the worst feeling in the world. The allergy pulmonologist has put me on high doses of H1, H2 antihistamines, two inhalers both with steroids, oral prednisone and i have been on Xolair since 2013. We have talked about trying ketotifen, which is a mast cell stabilizer but I am hesitant because I already on 18 other medications. I am so tired of taking meds; i am on first name basis with everyone at CVS and they greet me by name before i get to the counter, which surprises all the other customers in line. I carry epipens with me at all times since anaphylaxis is a symptom of MCAS and can be triggered by Xolair. I am currently in a flare up because I am having a lot of difficulty breathing deeply and feel short of breath most of the time. I recommend you find an allergy pulmonologist, who should definitely be on your team of doctors. I also see a cardiologist twice a year to monitor my heart as I also have chest pains, tachycardia (fast heart rate), and high blood pressure. The heart can also be affected by MCAS. I hope you find a pulmonologist that can help you with your breathing issues. You are the first person that seems to have similar symptoms to mine. Let me know how are doing.

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