First thing stop drinking and smoking immediately no matter what it takes you will be tested for it and if you fail you get kicked off the list, if you are being drained your liver is failing towards my end it was every 2 days, getting a transplant isn’t something to be afraid of I was celebrating getting mine 2 1/2 years ago and I was 62 at the time, you can do stay healthy and stop drinking or anything else, I hope it goes well for you