Stop thedtinking with strong support. I was In same situation. O had to be in rehab program and show i was attending support meetings to be accepted to mayo. They do not accept if you aren't. I knew of another from my town who didn't quit drinking and is now passed. You wo survive if you do stop drinking. The good and very hopeful news for you is that you CAN quit drinking. Today we are lucky. Great medical support a great AA support. There are meetings in every town and country. Grab yourself a great AA sponsor and do everything your team of doctors. My doctor told me she had a team of people waiting for me when I was admitted to hospital. I had no idea what that meant. But 6 years later, I am sober, healthy and living a life I didn't dream I could have and ENJOY without alcohol. It is doable. Keep the hope a grab hold of those supports.