I can certainly understand what you and your husband went through. The altered mental state was my new reality. I thought I was in prison with a death sentence. I was so scared. The meds are so powerful that they can create this. I bow to the people who helped me through. My son spoke with me on the phone while they were giving me the new drug. The nurse was calling me her friend and holding my hand. A very humbling experience. Only minutes before I was searching my room for hidden cameras. Anyway I am mostly back in the real world again. Thank you for sharing