Hi @knissy, Rituximab isn’t chemotherapy, it is a type of immunotherapy called a targeted cancer treatment.
Also, please don’t let the term chemotherapy frighten you off. It can be a real life saver and there are many different forms, some with lesser intensity. But right now this is putting the cart before the horse.
It sounds like your doctor would like to start you on immunotherapy…which isn’t chemo. So that’s a really good place to start.
I’ve had Rituxan/Rituximab myself. It was a miracle drug for me. It’s very well tolerated by most people.
It is also very common for patients to have a reaction with the first treatment. It’s anticipated and handled quickly by the infusion team who will be with you during the infusion. If not in the same room with you, they will be in the immediate area. If there is a reaction they administer meds like Benadryl and steroids asap. Then they slow down the drip and all is well after that. The infusion may take a couple hours.

The infusion centers have either private rooms or lounge chairs in a group setting. But you get one on one attention from the nurses. There are usually TVs, snack/juice bars and bathrooms. You’re free to get up and walk around, use the restroom, etc., with the IV machine…it’s portable. Take along a goodie bag with a little lunch, water, and something for entertainment like a book/tablet, your phone (chargers if needed) I tossed in a small extension cord too. I think you might find this is more like a social center. ☺️

Honestly, with as poorly as you feel right now with your symptoms, I think you may feel better once you start that treatment. It would be so wonderful for you to be able to enjoy life again, right? This may be the means to get you there.