@majeedmerzah: I don’t know if you live in the US or another country, but I want you to have the best medical cardioligist care available. My Mayo Connect peers will surely have suggestions to help you. In the meantime, I will keep you in my thoughts for finding a protocol or treatment that will allow all your positive feelings to surface. The more realistic information you can absorb may beat down that nasty “fear”! Knowledge is power!!
Many of us who have found Mayo Connect have been told we have terminal diseases (I have stage 4 cancer) but found we can pursue treatments, drugs, medical procedures, clinical trials, etc. to give us more time here. Best to you..