I think we must be the same person! Same as you, I don’t do anything I used (and loved) to do. Doctors just don’t get it. I want a copy of their new “prescribing rules” because at this time, I’m just existing, not thriving. I’m in pain every single day. I go to sleep early just to get out of pain. We probably do the same crosswords. I’m sorry for what you’re going through, and I definitely can relate.