How are you? Sometimes being busy can help in not thinking about life's circumstances. Have you noticed anymore of a difference now that you have been on the lamictal for longer? My thoughts are with you and I hope that you are feeling better. It is so important to find the right medication. I know that physical activity raises endorphins as well as dopamine. These both fight depression naturally. Please keep us posted. As you can see, there are many of us that care how you are doing.