sincere the best advice I can give is when you see your psychiatrist be very open and honest about your concerns with medications. I am sure there are different types of medication for the same symtoms and if you have problems with one the doctor can either adjust the present medication or replace it. Another thing I would like to recommend to you is that you are the patient and be firm with the doctor that what you are in need of. Another words do not let him control you but at the same time be open and listen. Therapy is a two way street if communication fails and you question your therapist integrity than therapy will be a waist. Your other concern is that you have to waite till March. Contact your local hospital or clinic and see if you can either get some treatment or medication in the mean time. Also of course keep in contact with connect and let us know how you are doing or what ever you would like to talk about