Well for the most part I'm very reserved and very observant, for the most part. I am a quiet and calm reserved individual due to my speech handicaps, through this journey. Naturally I'm a very outgoing courteous, lend you the shirt off my back kind of guy. But I'm no dummy. Everything seems to be clicking upstairs but my outward appearance or demeanor gives off a different kind of vibe. Most, take my quietness or even kindness and try to weaponize it for weakness. And this in return is very frustrating not only for me but for others as well.