I suffered through this starting at 12. It stopped almost completely from 18 to 24. I'm 26 now. The last 2 years it's slowly gotten worst and the last 3 months it's gotten out of control. I feel so defeated. I'm so embarrassed. My coworkers have a can of Febreez up front and I know it's because of me. Today, I smelled it after walking back to the front of the store. My dad keeps mentioning a sewer smell and my niece is making more comments which is super embarrassing. I don't feel like I fit in anywhere anymore. I keep thinking of suicide every night. Laxatives seem to help and I'm trying to take them until next week. I wanna get an appointment for antibiotics. Yall I just can't do this anymore.
I feel so alone