I am dumping again. I am so tired and drained at times because of my spouses Parkinsons. I only get to sleep at night. Usually 6 hrs. I feel like I am losing him in slow time. He is doing his best and so am I. I am pretty sure he does not realize how much I give and how little he appreciates it. Honey , I need this or that. Day by day. I don't want to feel this way..but he is always needing something. I try to be gracious..but not always successful. Life goes on just like time. In the back of my mind I wonder will he be here tomorrow? Tears flow and than he calls out for me..Just another day and another problem with this or that. Hugs to all on this site.