Benign brain tumor in the front: I'm freaking out

Posted by leell58 @leell58, Feb 22 5:42pm

I'm so scared about this tumor! I'm having a second opinion this week with a different neurosurgeon. I'm freakin the fuck out and all I want to do it drink over it!

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Profile picture for dlc1953 @dlc1953

Good morning. Exactly 1 year ago I had my Meningioma removed at Univ. of Pa. I believe the size of it was 6 mm. It was found by mistake. We watched it until he thought that it would be time to take care of it. I had the Gamma Knife Procedure done. I went in at 6:30 and walked out at 3:30pm. It was painless and everything went well. I understand about you being scared, as I was also. Make sure that you find a really good Dr. no recovery really. Just a little slowing down a little. Good luck.

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@dlc1953 , thank you so much for sharing your experience. It helps a lot to read and to know some other people’s journey with brain tumour so I can calm down a little bit as I was freaking out! 😜 Now, I’m much braver!

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It is a big shock. I have a 4+ cm meningioma near my optic nerve that was found accidentally while I was in the hospital. My first response was to burst out crying! My neurologist told me it was benign and gamma knife radiation had a 90% chance of killing it. That’s what I did 1 1/2 years ago. Like others have said, find a good neurosurgeon. It’s normal to be upset about it but know that medical treatment is very advanced and effective. Best of luck to you. Try to get family or friends to support you too.

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Profile picture for thomhorowitz @thomhorowitz

My second opinion was to stay on TMZ for a full year. Primary thought 6 months was enough, but with second opinion Dr wit pts 7 years post op, I will stick out a few
More rounds of TMZ. Only issue is it drops
My platelets so no sharp knives when I cook

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What is TMZ, please?

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Profile picture for cscmaryann @cscmaryann

What is TMZ, please?

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@cscmaryann, I believe @thomhorowitz was referring to the chemotherapy drug Temozolomide, which is sometimes abbreviated as TMZ.

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Hey there I know it’s scery .. I found out in January I had a meningioma and also got 2 opinions .. both neurologist said I needed surgery as mine was 4 cm so go big to do radiation . I had surgery 6 weeks ago and glad I did before it could have been worse I only had headaches and that is how the tumor was found because I asked for an MRI.. the good news is most are benign and the neurologist can tell but a biopsy will for sure tell you .

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Profile picture for yang2 @yang2

I just found out 4 days ago I have Meningioma, front lobe. That was the doctor and neurosurgeon in the hospital. I was there for recurrent Chest pain , feeling of passing out and terrible headache. After some test , they found 2.2x 2 tumor in my brain. I’m so scared! There’s just tooo much to process. I had to drop school and Im working.

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Mine was at a 3 on left frontal lobe and my chest pains were so severe I drove to the ER thinking I was having a heart attack. It was severe anxiety due to the tumor resting on Nerve endings and the brain firing off crazy symptoms bc it had something foreign growing and putting pressure on vessels and nerves endings. I lost most of my hearing due to this.

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Profile picture for juju76 @juju76

Mine was at a 3 on left frontal lobe and my chest pains were so severe I drove to the ER thinking I was having a heart attack. It was severe anxiety due to the tumor resting on Nerve endings and the brain firing off crazy symptoms bc it had something foreign growing and putting pressure on vessels and nerves endings. I lost most of my hearing due to this.

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@juju76 It’s so sad we’re going through this. How are you? What’s your neurosurgeon’s advice on your diagnosis? Mine was wait and see approach. I had another MRI after 3 months and there’s no changes, no growth. I will have another MRI after 6 months and see if there’s any changes.

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@juju76 It’s so sad we’re going through this. How are you? What’s your neurosurgeon’s advice on your diagnosis? Mine was wait and see approach. I had another MRI after 3 months and there’s no changes, no growth. I will have another MRI after 6 months and see if there’s any changes.

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Honestly, mine was removed after my follow-up from the ER visit. I went to his office, and surgery was scheduled right then, but the aftercare was HORRIBLE! I am still struggling. My cognitive abilities are not like it used to be; my short-term memory is not that good, long-term memory is great. My surgery was on 7/24/2024, and I have seen him once since the major surgery. That's to make a long story short.

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Just because it’s not cancer doesn’t mean it’s totally benign.
You don’t want that thing in your head stirring up trouble later on.

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Profile picture for juju76 @juju76

Honestly, mine was removed after my follow-up from the ER visit. I went to his office, and surgery was scheduled right then, but the aftercare was HORRIBLE! I am still struggling. My cognitive abilities are not like it used to be; my short-term memory is not that good, long-term memory is great. My surgery was on 7/24/2024, and I have seen him once since the major surgery. That's to make a long story short.

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juju76: Are you saying your aftercare in the hospital was horrible? My understanding is craniotomy patients go from surgery to the intensive care or a "step down" unit where the patient to nurse ratio is 1 to 3. Surely your neurosurgeon didn't discharge you to "the floor." After 2 prior non-brain related surgeries I was discharged to "the floor" and my experience was less than stellar. But I was told my neurosurgeon only allows his patients to be released from surgery to intensive care or the step down unit. Maybe a good question for those meeting with their doctor for a future surgery.

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